Sacrificer Survivor

2008-02-14T19:03:00.000-08:00

It's my brother's birthday today, people, in case you din noe.
So, just drop him a present, blow him a kiss, or even just wish him happy birthday

booh

2007-12-10T16:26:00.000-08:00

My life is so super busy. And super lame

Tagged

2007-11-19T04:44:00.000-08:00

Ah. Since I've not been updating for like, ages, just a bit too long to count, I'll just throw in some lame post/tag thing. Geez, I don't even feel like being facetious.

Layer One: On The Outside
Name: Hannah
Birth Date: 28 OCTOBER 1993 *GET THAT!!!
Current Status: not interested
Eye Colour: Dark Brown
Hair Colour: plain azns' colour
Righty or Lefty: Right

Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage: Chinese
Your Fears: Heights
Your Weaknesses: I don't think i know (maybe insecurity?)
Your Perfect Pizza: with tomato sause and a whole lot of cheese and meat(s) and onions and no veges or olives and some other stuff i would never have heard of

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: Schoolll
Your Bedtime: ??
Your Most Missed Memory: old life

Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi Or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds is boring
Single or Group Dates: d.e.p.e.n.d.s
Adidas or Nike: dont care
Cappuccino or Coffee: isnt that the same?

Layer Five: Do You......
Smoke: No
Curse: Whatever that means
Have a crush: That's well, very sleek.
Think you've been in love: God
Go To School: Duh
Want to get married: Just like any normal human
Believe in yourself: Maybe
Think you're a health freak: If I wanna be

Layer Six: In The Past Month
Have you...
Drank Alcohol: I would never touch the thing ever again
Gone to the Mall: how could i not.. (seriously, I'm a gal)
Been on Stage: Going to anyway
Eaten sushi: I.. dont think so
Dyed your hair: Soon

Layer Seven: Have you ever
Played a Stripping Game: no
Changed who you were to fit in: cant

Layer Eight: You're Hoping
To Be Married: duh
For: thee extraordinary

Layer Nine: In a Guy/Girl
Best Eye + Best hair colour combination: blond green blue eye
Short or long hair: sort of in the middle.. might be considered short.. just, not bald

Layer Ten: What were you doing
1 Min ago: staring at the comp screen
1 Hour ago: reading
4/5 Hours ago: in friend's hse
1 Month Ago: that'll be err.. 19th oct... which I am in.. school.. i think
1 Year Ago: 19th nov 2006.. OOhHHH I know this.. Err I'm prob at home or hanging out with parents

Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence
I Love: cheese
I Feel: dirty
I Hate: my pimples
I Miss: not going to school
I Need: to grow up

Layer Twelve : Tag Five people
Whoever who has nothing better to do.. Seriously. I mean, if i go on with the "rules" and tag 5 ppl and they dont do it, that would be a bit embarassing wouldn't it. SO i figure you audience, you can just tag yourself. Same thing.

I guess it's a little gross

2007-09-24T18:10:00.000-07:00

Too bad it's a flip phone

Panicking

2007-09-18T05:13:00.000-07:00

Working in Gelare aren't as easy as I thought it would be. I could really just stuff up.
Like I was working today, and i was serving a customer. He gave me a 5 dollar note and somehow- I don't know how I thought it was a 10 dollar note. I gave him his change that is 5 dollar more obviously because of my at-the-moment stupidity.
He actually told me about my 'mistake' but I was convinced I didn't do anything wrong. I actually thought I gave him the right change and my pride prevented me from double-checking.
Then after I saw in the cash register there's a 5 dollar note in the 10 dollar note slot. It instantly strike me that I gave the man the wrong change and that I was too nervous. It's like I'm colour blind and cant even be bothered to check clearly. I panicked and didn't have the courage to tell my boss.
I went home and told dad bout it. He advised me to tell my boss, like rite at the moment. He said he'd send me there. I didn't really think of telling her(my boss) actually. I guess I'm just not used to saying sorry. I've never really faced what I've always been doing wrong. I knew I wasn't ready at that moment. I told dad I'd go straight after school and tell my boss.
I've finally accepted the fact that I'm not good with dealing with money. Even though I've been (sort of) chosen to be class and club treasurer -not to brag- I fail to save or keep my own little piggy bank alive and full.
I've actually did that mistake before. But that time is not as bad. I got the money back from the customer before. Just 3 weeks and I've stuffed up with money about 4 times. I will die.. If I continue this tradition, bossie sure is going to scold me heaps and cut my shifts. I can't live.. I'd rather be "the girl doing the dishes".
I'm going to tell bossie tomorrow. Oh gosh. Help. Dad says she'll understand and forgive me. According to him, kids like me doing mistakes like that is forgivable but not confessing or something is unacceptable. Then he goes on about how I should be telling bossie as soon as possible or the situation will change and when she found out and suspects me and then she'll look at me at another direction and all the crap.

Oh Gosh.

Help me.

I don't want to die.

Be with me God

Just updating

2007-09-07T01:11:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh.. I haven't updated in ages. I've been sleeping extremely early these few days and still feel the strong desire to just doze off every morning when I'm forced to drag my body off the comfort of my own bed.
Oh anyways.. Adrenalin07 last week was overall-ly a-okay. Honestly, I didn't know the songs so we just basically sat down and listened. The message was really good tho.
And we had the athletics carnival yesterday. My whole body's aching now and I'm having a cold.
I'm sick!!
I'M SICK!!

The day of work in my first job

2007-09-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

My first day in work was kinda cool.. Actually, it was kind of easy. Well, I learnt how to wipe(the windows), was(the dishes), punch(the tilt), and, being(fellow colleague's shadow). Most times I was just standing and chatting or following people. Well, what do I know? I haven't actually experienced the real pressure. Woots! I'm getting my salary tomorrow. Can't wait for more shifts=)

Emoooooooo

2007-09-02T06:23:00.001-07:00

Hello

2007-08-30T22:52:00.000-07:00

Huh!!! Finally. It has been awhile. Apparently my computer has been seriously crapped and I can't sign in to blogger. The internet server locked the page or something. Rite now.. I'm in school. Don't think I'm supposed to be on this site but i don't really care. I won't get into some ugly trouble or something.

Recently I've got a job! How awesome. I guess I can say I got the job when I least expected it. The best part is that i get the job with my 2 best mates=) Hopefully we'll get to work together one day. We finished our 6 hour training on Wednesday. It's non-paid but at least we get a free ice-cream or waffles after that. I'm starting work this Sunday.. Can't wait!! And later I'm going to the Adrenalin concert. Woo-hoo!

Peeps from the other country

2007-08-11T02:36:00.000-07:00

2 weeks flew by and *puff* they're gone
Pretty saddening
My heart felt like raining
And my eyes almost did

Will post some pics.. when i get them
Some are really not lookable
But it's limited edition
So.. Just don't look at me

quizzes

2007-07-31T03:34:00.000-07:00

What's your signature fashion style?

Mostly Cs: You're Street Glam

Your fashion style is the kind that turns heads. Your outfits look totally designer and expensive, even if it actually cost you $20!

It's all about the confidence you have when you wear it, which makes you look like the fashionista you are.

Sales assistants compliment you on your look all the time and your friends ask you for your fashion advice.

Your ideal job? A stylist of course!

Who's your celeb beauty match?

Mostly As: Mischa

Mischa is super fresh faced and all about natural makeup. A lot of her red carpet looks are bronzed, glowing and laid back. When it comes to hair Mischa wears it loose and long, but isn't afraid to try something new when it comes to special events, just like you!

updates

2007-07-30T03:08:00.000-07:00

<< vain="">

Chopped my hair
Looking good.. Feeling good
Tho some may not agree
But i don't care
I feel comfortable
Which is the whole point..
Rite?

Met 2(/3) new japanese students
Nothing much to elaborate

GOING TO ADRENALINE CONCERT!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEE...
Too overwhelmed and happy to speak
.....

!!!

2007-07-28T01:09:00.000-07:00

Adrenaline 07!!!!!!!!!!!!

Click here for the promo video

Click here for more info

Bleach-ing

2007-07-15T20:29:00.000-07:00

Been addicted to Bleach lately
Don't blame myself
The characters are just pure hott-ness

Ahh..
Tired
Going back to bed..

Bowling-ing

2007-07-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

Went bowling today..
It was fun..
It's half of Angelyn's farewell thingy..
There's some quite lame pix..

Long wait..

2007-07-10T05:28:00.000-07:00

Finally holidayz..
Got my timetable..
For a clearer view click here

titleless

2007-07-05T14:32:00.000-07:00

I'm so in school now..
It's so sad..
Angelyn's last day of school..
And it's Jane's last time of seeing her.
Cause' she's going back mother country for the whole holidays..

We were taking pictures in lunch
It's just so sad
If I'm a crying person I would totally cry..
But I'm not..

10 more minutes.. And still counting

Laleelaa

2007-07-05T02:13:00.000-07:00

Uhh..
I still got English asignment I havent done
ugh..
And then after that..
HOLIDAYS!! YESSS!!!
Cant believe time flies by so fast
It's crazy
It's almost 8 months now since I've came here..

Anywayz..
It's half day today
Parents/teachers day or something
Some pix we took...

The background is just some thing the stall put coz their store in construction as in their gonna open.. So.. Random.. Do I make sense?

Harry potter.. It's so weird.. I've never liked Harry Potter.. Until I came here.. Just like I've never like taking pictures..

Shrek.. A billboard outside the cinemas.. Somebody plucked the Orge's ears.. HAHAHA

We were (or are) so hott!! Smith's chips.. Yumm

desperado

2007-07-03T02:27:00.000-07:00

I feel so hopelessly desperate to go back now..
I jist cant wait till i step foot on a shopping mall again..
The beautiful secnt
The atmosphere so comfy..

3 months 5 days and 6 hours!!?!!
Feels like a whole decade..
Just like how 100 metre feels like 1km..

Cant wait to see you buddies of mine

I feel like

2007-07-02T07:55:00.000-07:00

I feel like I'm a failure
I feel like I'm a big mistake
I feel like I'm letting everybody down
I feel like my presence is everyone's pain
I feel like the world is coming to get me
I feel like no matter how hard I try, I'm hopeless
I feel like I'm not even worth feeling what I'm feeling now
I feel like I'm alone in this unfair world

I feel like people whom i thought cared for me are just lousy actors
I feel like every word spoken to me are just plain lies
I feel like every smile, every hug, every wave are just acts

I feel like I'm a door mat people step on
Waiting to be crushed and crumpled
Rejected
Dejected
banished from the perfect dream

*Yes I'm fine

Something beautiful

2007-07-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

I can't download this song!
Isn't there any sites?
All i found is the 30 secs version ones..
And the video wans
But I want the music ones only
Ishh..

Semester report

2007-06-30T00:25:00.000-07:00

Got my damn semester report today
Not happy

English A-Excellent
Hannah demonstrates initiative, intellectual curiosity and maturity [Hah! In your face!!], as well as high level of achievement in English. She is extremely hard working in class. Hannah is delightful student in class.

Mathematics A-Excellent
Hannah is a sincere student who gives of her best at all times. She has made excellent progress [What! I have always been great! Excuse me, but I think I should be in pathway 1 now, Ms. high level of favoritism] and has produced work of a very high standard, displaying excellent understanding in mathematics.

Personal management A-Excellent
Hannah is a quiet student who approches all given tasks in a mature way consistently giving of her best. It is a pleasure to have Hannah as a member of the class[It always is].

Media tv and film B-Good
You have been a very pleasant and hard working class and group member Hannah[What a inexpressive in words man].

Jewellery B-Good
Hannah is an enthusiastic[Hahaha.. Enthusiastic! That's all I'm not!!], hardworking student, who has made sound progress in Technology and Enterprise.

Languages - Japanese C-Satisfactory
Hannah is steadily developing skills required of a student to competent in another language. Her work is well presented and of a pleasing quality. [Oh well, this is okay.. I'm a new student who has no knowledge of this language until this year. Plus, I heard this teacher gives tough grades] Well done!

Health and physical education C-Satisfactory
Hannah has been mature and positive student in PE and Health this semester. She has a positive attitude to physical activity and works effectively in a group/team. I encourage her to continue to make vigorous activity part in her lifestyle. In Health has displayed a good understanding of the issues presented and been able to set some fitness/health goals. [Yeah, I pretty much sucked at ALL the physical activities. Whatever. I don't belong to this highly snob jocks class]

Society and enviroment C-Satisfactory
Hannah has made steady progress this semester [Is that all you've got to say!! How about, Hannah is a respectful student who works well and has great potential. It is a great pleasure to have her in my class.. Huh! How about that! Hey, I reckon I'm the second good student(As in do all the homework quietly and do not go against the teacher) in the class. The other ppl basically spent their time protesting and fighting against the Mr. Penguin. Hmph! Now I'm with them]

Science C-Satisfactory
Hannah is a quiet[?? Again??] worker who does well in her practical work. She needs to be more viglilant with her homework[Hey!! I've only missed 1 assignment. ONE!! Plus, I've already half made it up by wasting my precious time asking for something to make up yo that]. [Now, I'm already so not happy with the SoSe grades.. But this.. THIS!! It's just completely unacceptable!! Ms whatever, I believe you could just cut the crap and just give me a A, or B! Then i won't be so mad. But.. Hmph! I will fight! I will complain! I will do everything! My future is in my hands now!]

Just, not very happy.
But no hard feelings Jane..
But I like this grading better
Coz..
There's less test a.k.a less pressure andteen stress

But even so..
There is an excessive amount of student favoritism and ridiculously given grades

Thx Jane for reminding me to post this..

LaLalla

2007-06-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

Lallalala..
I got my eyebrows waxed today..
For free..
In personal management
The waxing lady is cool

How could I?

2007-06-28T06:51:00.000-07:00

How could I have ever let satan deceive me?
How could I have not fought back?

I've let him get me
Making me do things I never mean to do
Lying to my loved ones just to break free
But it's only drawing me closer
To what it seems worldly pleasure

I've fallen into his dark deep pit
Filled with heavy feelings of sorrow, fear, bitterness, lies
He's separating me from what I really want
Poisoning me with haunting words
Dragging me down bit by bit

But God'll never let that happen
He'll never let me go

I'll fight
I'll do everything
Everything, anything
Just to prevent myself from making the same mistake again

And i wont..

Pictures!

2007-06-27T05:21:00.001-07:00

I din really managed to take any pix..
But i did get some old pix from other people's phone..

Science class.. HaHa^

The only pix i took.. ^

Few of the old pictures..
Sue and I
Cool Look~
Hee hee..
From left: Sue, Jean, Derek, Xinyi, Shin

Postless

2007-06-23T08:35:00.000-07:00

Lallalla..
I've got nothing to post..
So instead, I've been changing my layout
Which is pretty lame..

Well, my day is boring.
I'm on the computer like the whole day
But not on the internet
Why?
Because apparently my internet usage is used up 98%
So we're not supposed to finish it..
If we do, the internet will be really really slow
Never experienced it but
It's kinda common sense
So anywayz,
my whole week i've been online only like twice..
Because of Samuel Ong..
He have a dark secret apparently...
Which only his family knows about..
Such a dark secret it's embarassing.. Buahaha!!
If he piss me off again..
Buahhahahaha!

107 days, 2 hours, 54 minutes till i see her again
126 days, 0 hours, 3 minutes till i reach 14

For those people who don't know

2007-06-21T07:16:00.000-07:00

Lallallallalala...

I'm taking err..
1. Fashion creations with textiles
2. Multimedia & the internet
3. Financial Literacy
4. Japanese < don't >
5. Graphic arts Studio based
6. Creative moments
Reserves:
7. Craft
8. E-Commerce
9. Physical Recreation B

0 years, 3 months, 16 days, 1 hour, 34 min, 8 sec till i see her again
0 years, 4 months, 6 days, 1 hour, 34 min, 8 sec till i reach 14

In skewl

2007-06-19T20:46:00.000-07:00

Lallalalallala..
I'm in skool now..
So bored..

Supposed to be doing/making jewellery
but thee teacher's not here
So we're at the computer room now..
Doing nothing
I'm not even sure if I'm allowed to be on the computer..
I think I am..

Woo-hoo! The time of my life

2007-06-16T11:23:00.000-07:00

I went from Riverview church's BIG WEEKEND
It was AWESOME!!

AHH!!!
I think we're going again tomorrow!!
YAY!!

Eww yuck!

2007-06-16T08:42:00.001-07:00

The yuckiest thing happened to me in school yesterday..
Yuck! I'm gonna puke..
So anyway, carrying on..
My jumper got bird poo..
How? Uhm well,
I was just sitting on this table when i leaned my hand on the table and yeah..
I didn't know!

Thank God for Matthew and Daniel and Xin Yi
I like didn't do anything and kept on laughing
While the people mentioned above did all the work
Thanks peeps!

I wonder what I'll do with my jumper
Should i continue wearing it or not..
It is.. pretty messed up..

the society of emos

2007-06-16T08:40:00.001-07:00

Yuck.. Gross!

Media asignment

2007-06-11T08:34:00.000-07:00

Ahh so bored..
Feel like sleeping and not..
Such a lousy post..
My media asignment
I was doing this now.. and just finished so i figured i'd just post this..
ZZZzzzzzzzzzzz....... Betta sleep.. *snore*

hahaha?

2007-06-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

Bwee hee hee..
I jz had a marathon nap..
I like, ate chips and spaghetti(again!?!)for afternoon snack @ 5+ and then went straight to bed.
So, now, at 11, I'm still eating dinner.. Some instant noodles..

Buahahah..
Finally
I meant like, FINALLY..
after so long..
So so long..
so so so long..
(oh, cut the crap)
I finally finished my assignment..

A burden off my shoulders
a weight off my back
I'm free..
finally..
Nah.. Not really..
More assignments to come..

More sleepless nights
More suffocated mind(Huh? I made that up)
More err.. angry parents(?)

P.s Need to polish up British

Tagged by Ming

2007-06-03T07:58:00.000-07:00

5 things found in your bag

lip gloss
purse
pen
mint sweets
mirror

5 things found in your purse/wallet

1 dollar coin
name cards
my baby pic
some library cards
some junk

5 favourite things in your room

my fluffy blanket
my journal under my bed
my study table??
my soft toys
my bed

things you're currently into

Cereal + milk
chatting till late nite
complaining(including being emo)
That fluffy hair guy who sings that song 20 good reason
Being lazy

5 people you will tag

Tagged by Nicky

2007-06-03T07:19:00.000-07:00

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
-Hannah
-Nahnah/Nah Ong
-Hannah Montana..

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
-I don't get fat(tho it works on my tummy)
Erm?

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
-My teeth
That's about it

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
-DNA
-Blood
-Genes

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T STAND
-Annoying strangers disturbing(hits) u without any reason at all
-gross stuff like lizards
-throwing the rubbish

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
-Blood
-Dark
-Height(sometimes)

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SHOWS
-Desperate housewives(i'm so weird)
-Heroes!!
-The simpsons?

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE JAPANESE ANIMES/CARTOONS
-Bleach
-Naruto
Nothing else, really

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE NON-ENGLISH SHOWS
-Shaolin soccer?
-Autumn in my heart?
Really can't remember

THREE OF YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONGS
no idea

THREE MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER
-POTC series
-A walk to remember(and cry everytime)
I dunno...

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
-oxygen
-my bed
-food

THREE THINGS YOU'RE WEARING RIGHT NOW
-Hair tie
-jacket
-watch/bracelet

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
-Lurve
-Trust
-Humour

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEALS TO YOU
-facial
-hair?
-eyes?

THREE BAD HABITS
-lazy
-doing things last minute
-Chatting with friends when should be doing asignment(I dunno what to write)

THREE THINGS YOU WANNA DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
-sleep
-finish my assignment, quick
-go back to home country!

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING OR CURRENTLY PURSUING
-Fashion designer
-Something creative.. Hmm.. I know, I know.. Computer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
-Hawaii
-London
-Hong Kong?

THREE KIDS' NAMES YOU LIKE
I just like the name
-Jesse
-Belle
-Nathan

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
-punch someone really hard like i really meant it
-bungee jump

THREE THINGS THAT YOU'RE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
-Likes shopping..
-I have crushes on guys..??
-...?

INTIALS OF THREE CRUSHES
More like love
-Jesus Christ!
-Jesus Christ!!
-Jesus Christ!!!

THREE PEOPLE YOU TAG TO DO THIS SURVEY
-Jane Chong XY a.k.a Chocoholic baby
-Sugandhee ramesh
-Ming(buahaha tag u back)

.....2molo

2007-05-31T06:34:00.000-07:00

Bwee hee hee... Going to Sue's house tomorrow..

Bad day..

2007-05-23T07:56:00.000-07:00

Assignment, assignment, assignment.
You people think it's so nice here.. Teruk la.. I've got personal management task, health assessment task, and jewelery assignment.. All due next week.
Very pressured. Rite now i'm still waiting for the clothes to dry so can hang them. Or not, I don't have any uniform to wear tomorrow. All SAMUEL ONG's fault. He's supposed to do the washing and hanging and i do the folding and stuff. But he's sick. Yeah, sick. (For those ppl who do not know-which i think it's everyone-, he is sick. Not sick sick.. Just, sick..) Big deal.. *He just came out rite now and asked me "Why u on the light?" I should have shouted.. "You're supposed to wash the clothes!"*
I AM so Exhausted. And i Have to stay up-again.

Thee trip

2007-05-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

From Perth (PER) to Singapore (SIN)

Monday, 08 Oct 07

Flight TR 717

Depart Perth (PER) at 21:35 and arrive in Singapore (SIN) at 02:50 (next day)

From Singapore (SIN) to Perth (PER)

Tuesday, 16 Oct 07

Flight TR 716

Depart Singapore (SIN) at 15:50 and arrive in Perth (PER) at 21:05

ONG, CHOON HOO
16, SINIAN CRESCENT
WILLETTON
PERTH 6155

AUSTRALIA

4 Passengers
Adult 1:	ONG, CHOON HOO

Adult 2:	ANG, SIOK HUAN

Adult 3:	ONG, SAMUEL TZE SHYAN

Adult 4:	ONG, HANNAH YI SIEN

Heeheehee.. Just in time for muah birthday.. *Hint *Hint

Oh mY

2007-05-21T03:45:00.000-07:00

Oh.My.Goodness. I'm going back to M'sia!!

BREAKING NEWS

2007-05-12T06:31:00.000-07:00

Comic strip

2007-05-09T03:49:00.000-07:00

...

2007-04-28T09:33:00.001-07:00

What do you do, what do you say
when the best thing has passed you by?
Where do you go, how do you know,
if he'll come back another time?

Survey

2007-04-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

Name :	Hannah
Birthdate :	28 October
Birthplace :	Malaysia
Current Location :	Australia
Eye Color :	brown??
Hair Color :	Black
Height :	5 feet ++
Weight :	36 kg
Boyfriend/Girlfriend :	none
Vehicle :	none
Overused Phrase :	As if!
FAVORITES
Food :	western and italian
Number :	7
Color :	lavender
Animal :	Hamster
Drink :	Iced lemon tea
This or That
Pepsi or Coke :	Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing :	Mc donalds
Chocolate or Vanilla	Vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee :	Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug :	Hug
Dog or Cat :	Dog
Rap or Punk :	Punk
Summer or Winter :	Winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies :	Funny movies
Love or Money :	Love
YOUR...
Bedtime :	not fixed
Most Missed Memory :	err?
Best phyiscal feature :	dunno
First Thought Waking Up :	Haih
Ambition :	Still figuring out
Best Friends :	lots
Fears :	darkness, blood
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner :	none
Ever been beaten up :	no
Ever beaten someone up :	no
Ever Shoplifted :	no
Ever Kissed Opposite sex :	no
Been Dumped Lately :	no
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color :	blue green
Favorite Hair Color :	brown
Short or Long :	short
Looks or Personality :	Quiet, innocent, humorous, caring...
Hot or Cute	cute
Muscular or Really Skinny :	semi muscular
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit :	UK
How do you want to Die :	With my family at my death bed
Been to the Mall Lately :	Ya
Get along with your Parents :	Sometimes
Health Freak :	no
Believe in Yourself :	kinda
Want to go to College :	yes
Do you Smoke :	no
Do you Drink :	no
Shower Daily :	yea
Been in Love :	no
Do you Sing :	no
Want to get Married :	yess
Hate anyone :	innoying strangers
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2007-04-25T15:08:00.000-07:00

some post..

>Men are four times more likely to be struck by lightning

>Banging your head against the wall uses 150 calories an hour

>Mel Blanc(the voice of bugs bunny) is allergic to carrots. Even so he munched on them to create sound effects, causing him to fall ill on numerous occasions

>Boxing rings are square

>The housefly hums in the middle octave, key of F

>Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people do(no offence, seriously)

>(to cheer u left-hander up, here>>)Left hander tend to be better in algebra. It is thought that let handers have a greater likelihood that their brains are wired more suitably to deal with the abstract.

>In the story of Cinderella, her slippers were originally fur, but they become glass because of an error in translation

>French fries were not invented in France

>Some Inuits have been known to use fridges to keep their food from freezing

>Polar bears are left handed

>Alexander Bell, the inventor of the telephone, never phoned his wife or mother as they were both deaf

>Ferdie Adoboe set a world record on 28 July 1983 by running 100 yards in 12.8 seconds.. backwards..

>Jeffrey Warrick (USA), completed 46300 push-ups in 24 hours

>English muffins were not invented in England

>If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee

>Donald Duck comics were banned in Finland because he doesn't wear pants

=(

2007-04-20T22:40:00.000-07:00

I've been feeling really depressed these few days...
Case no 1. is a.. secret!!
Case no 2. Hmm.. It's just that people around me, they're just so talented. They're so good at so many things, And i'm not good at anything, and sometimes I fell like... well, like I dont belong.
I'm feeling dejected, no thanks to you, & you, the princess diaries book..

Yesterday

2007-04-20T22:35:00.000-07:00

I'm too lazz to say too much so, Thank God my dad got a new job in the city.. Yesterday. But, I found out my aunt is not well.. Long story.. Anywayz, just pray 4 her k ppl..

Tagged by Nic

2007-04-09T07:28:00.001-07:00

RULE: Each player of the game starts off with the 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks! NoNoNo!!

1. I like to spy on certain humans.. jist recently
2. Some people thinks I'm reali reali quiet and shy.
3.I hate guys like Keanu Reeves.. They're just over ... that makes them really yucky..
4. I like doing things last minute
5. I like to think. Sometimes I find myself talking to myself.
6. I looovveeeee my soft toys. Those who seen my toy rabbit know what i mean.. It's a lovely present from an aunty who sends me home from school a long long time ago.
7. I'm allergic to kiwi. That is, I think I am. A few weeks ago i ate a kiwi and my lips went really itchy and sore.
8. I never had an ulcer in my whole entire life.. =)
9. I'm a big fan of Smith's potato chips.
10. I think I'm getting over my homesickness.

Tagged
>Jane Chong
>Jane Tan
>Jean Tan
>Melvin Teoh aka Melzkc
>........

(p.s sorry it took so long.. I didn't know wat to write)

Picnic in King's park

2007-04-06T19:16:00.000-07:00

Good friday we went to King's park in the afternoon. Along with 2 other families, we had a fun picnic together. Here are some pix i managed to take. (p.s. I'm kinda the photographer)

I had to put this in.. Kaylee showing her moves with the Frisbee with a little help from Alyssa.. So funny oi..

Rachel and Alyssa~~

The 3 of them acting reali poor and pretending to be sleeping.

The duck's in king's park

Dad and Uncle Dennis chatting~

Rachel~

The 3 sisters..

Sam and Abigail playing~

Abigail giving me a paper. I quickly snap a pix but didn't quite work eh..?

She put the socks in her hand. Absolutely adorable!!~

Abigail~

people chatting~~

The five love languages

2007-03-31T07:58:00.001-07:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love languages are probably
Acts of Service and Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Acts of Service:		8
Words of Affirmation:		8
Quality Time:		6
Receiving Gifts:		5
Physical Touch:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

When cupid really did strike

2007-03-27T05:55:00.000-07:00

I'm supposed to update.. I noe.. but apparently the post i'm working on, I cant think of anything to write, so it's gonna take a long time. So! To kill time.. I show u guys this.. I made it! Yeah i stole the heart but oh well, I did the rest.. I noe.. It looks too normal but it's like my first work, so.. Of course, I made that from my own feelings also..

2007-03-16T21:35:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

My promised land

2007-03-10T22:42:00.000-08:00

Welcome.. Prepare to be dazzled..

There you go!! How is that? I bet you noe wat is this place.. So.. I dun nid to intro ar..

My drawer and study table~

My bed~

My drawer again..

And the study table(again)

=)

Oh well, that's a bit messy..

Roadblock.. That's my closet~~

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Comic

2007-03-02T21:58:00.000-08:00

English

2007-03-02T05:00:00.001-08:00

Gosh, English here seems easier than it should be. Homework is tough though. I mean, boring and long. My 1st big assignment is 2 write 5 poems of different kinds. That's fine actually.. Did it when i had no confidence at all!! Never knew I could actually write a poem.
My next assignment was to make a poster and a oral presentation with the topics that are given to you. Mine was 'energy sources'. I rate that, 'average'. Some people got the really easy ones like 'air pollution' and 'i 4got what is it'. Some weren't so lucky though. I'm kinda in the middle. It's not until i start working on my assignment i realized my topic is going to be really long and 1 minutes is going to be 8 minutes-out of breath-out of saliva-bores-people-n-make-them-sleep-n-embarrass myself..
Y? Y? It's so not fair.. Anyway, I did like last minute and it's all the printer's fault. Not exactly.. It's actually all thanks to the printer I didn't do more extra work than I already did. Well, apparently I dun have to do all the energy sources, I just have to do one of them. *sigh* And to think that I stayed up until 2a.m. to finish all of the them and didn't even succeed finishing them. Geez teacher, you could have told me earlier and you could have saved my precious time and i would've get some sleep. Ahh.. nap..

It's okay

2007-02-27T00:36:00.000-08:00

You are you
It's okay to be you
It's okay to be yourself
You are worthwhile
You are worth taking care of
It's okay to look after yourself
You are entitled to be well treated
It's okay to set limits to the behaviors you accept from others
It's okay for you to say"no"
It's okay for you to have needs
It's okay for you to get my needs met in wise ways
It's okay to ask for what you need
It's okay for you to think your own thoughts
It's okay to speak up and express your thoughts
It's okay for you to have your own feelings
It's okay for you to name and express your feelings
You are entitled to your opinions
You do not have to please others all the time
It's okay to please yourself
It's okay to do things your way
It's okay to take time you need to do it your way
Looking after yourself is not selfishness
It's okay for you to succeed
You can succeed
You will succeed
It's okay for you to take time for yourself
It's okay for you to both give and receive
You don't have to be perfect
You don't have to live up to unrealistic expectations
It's okay to set your own goals for yourself
You are entitled to be here on this earth
It's okay to be you
You like yourself and will treat yourself with respect

Are you left brain or right brain?

2007-02-25T02:30:00.001-08:00

You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Would you choose love or money?

2007-02-23T23:55:00.001-08:00

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

What do people think of your face?

2007-02-23T04:28:00.001-08:00

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

What are the keys to your heart?

2007-02-23T04:24:00.001-08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Making Pancakes

2007-02-21T23:23:00.001-08:00

Six-year-old Brandon decided one Saturday morning to fix his parents pancakes He found a big bowl and spoon, pulled a chair to the counter, opened the cupboard and pulled out the heavy flour canister, spilling it on the floor.
He scooped some of the flour into the bowl with his hands, mixed in most of a cup of milk and added some sugar, leaving a floury trail on the floor, which by now had a few tracks left by his kitten.
Brandon was covered with flour and getting frustrated. He wanted this to be something very good for Mom and Dad, but it was getting very bad.
He didn't know what to do next, whether to put it all into the oven or on the stove and he didn't know how the stove worked! Suddenly he saw his kitten licking from the bowl of mix and reached to push her away, knocking the egg carton to the floor. Frantically he tried to clean up this monumental mess but slipped on the eggs, getting his pajamas white and sticky.
And just then, he saw Dad standing at the door. Big crocodile tears welled up in Brandon's eyes. All he'd wanted to do was something good, but he'd made a terrible mess. He was sure a scolding was coming, maybe even a spanking. But, his father just watched him.
Then, walking through the mess, he picked up his crying son, hugged him and loved him, getting his own pajamas white and sticky in the process!
That's how God deals with us. We try to do something good in life, but it turns into a mess. Our marriage gets all sticky or we insult a friend, or we can't stand our job, or our health goes sour.
Sometimes we just stand there in tears because we can't think of anything else to do. That's when God picks us up and loves us and forgives us, even though some of our mess gets all over Him.
But just because we might mess up, we can't stop trying to "make pancakes" for God or for others. Sooner or later we'll get it right, and then they'll be glad we tried...
I was thinking. and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that need rekindling or three words needing to be said, sometimes, "I love you" can heal & bless! Remind every one of your friends that you love them. Even if you think they don't love back, you would be amazed at what those three little words, a smile, and a reminder like this can do.
Just in case I haven't told you lately... I LOVE YA !!!
suppose one morning you were called to God do all your friends know you love them?
never stop "making pancakes."

A loving story

2007-02-21T05:42:00.000-08:00

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vents her anger on him. As for him.. he only endured it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. when she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum cry, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she had lost her voice....
The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silent cry.. it's still just silent cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply and countless phone calls.. all the gal could do besides crying is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal learnt sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The gal was shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw her name on it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what was going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her....
He used sign language to tell her, "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled......

You like someone when u find out
what makes them laugh.......
but can never truly Love someone
until u find out what makes them cry......

How true is your love??

2007-02-19T22:18:00.000-08:00

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her, am I right??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
-Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony?

Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.

It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.
Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!!

Take care and God bless

"The greatest weakness of humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still alive."

A very touching Love story

2007-02-19T04:42:00.001-08:00

The following is a very touching love story as narrated by a girl........

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl.
Jin, do you want to go watch a movie? I asked.
Jin "I can't"
Why? You need to study at home?I felt disappointment grabbing me.
No I am going to meet a friend
He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word "love" only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say "I love you" before.
To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all.
He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days,200 days. Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why. Then one day...
Me Um, Jin, I...
Jin What?don't drag, just say..
Me I love you.
Jin you...um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my three words and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many...
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But ...lunch passed, dinner passed...and soon the sky was dark he still didn't call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me Jin...
Jin Here...take this...
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me What's this?
Jin I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye.
Me Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. when I shouted..."Wait..."
Jin You have something to say?
Me Tell me, tell me you love me...
Jin What?!
Me Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don't want to say that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else." That was what he said. Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb...and I collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily...How could he!.
I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me...
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that... I saw him on a street...with another girl...
He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me...as he touched the doll... I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell... Why did he gave these to me??
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls. In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that it's going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual
Me I don't need it.
Jin What?.why?
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
"I'm sorry..." He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...
Me You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then...
Honk Honk
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted....
But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
"Jin, move!"
HONK!!
*Boom!* That sound, so terrifying.
That's how he went away from me.
That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him.
And after spending two months like a crazy person
I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days- when we were in love..
"One...two... three..."
That was how I started to count the dolls...
"Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..."
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly...
"I love you, I love you"
I dropped the dolls,shocked.
"I...lo..ve..you??"
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
"I love you I love you"
It can"t be!
I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"
Those words came out non-stop.
"I love you"
Why didn't I realize that???.
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much....
"Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is?
I couldn't say I love you..... Um... since I was too shy. If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you.. Everyday...till I die.. Jo... I love you!"
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked
god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute.
For that.. and for that reason... to me..... it became courage... to live a beautiful life...

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather

Happy Valentines and birthday..

2007-02-19T02:28:00.000-08:00

Happy Belated Valentines Day.. Ooopps!

Oh Yeah, Happy belated Birthday, Sam..

School..

2007-02-19T02:19:00.000-08:00

This is my school. I'm not sure if it looks big or small but I can say it's pretty huge. So much bigger than any other school.

Typoglycemia!

2007-02-19T02:18:00.000-08:00

I cdnuolt blveliee taht I cluod aviaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonomneal pweor of the hmuan mnid aocdcrnig to rscheearch taem at cmabrigde uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatht tihng is taht the frsit and the lsat lteter be in the in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a tatol mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deas not raed ervey lteter by istlef but the wrod as a wohle. Scuh a cdonitior is arppoiately cllaed Typoglycemia.

Amazing huh? Yaeh and you awlya thoguht slpelnlig was ipmorant.

I never wanna go thru this again... ever!!

2007-02-19T01:51:00.000-08:00

Tuesday, 30th January. Just a day the first day of school. Gosh, i never thought tat day would turn out to be the most dramatic and terrified day of.. my life...! At about 3pm, my dad went to the dentist to extract his tooth because it hurts and the dentist said his gums is infected and needed to take it out or not bad things wil happen. My dad didn't want to take it out tat day because the insurance he bought isn't effective until Saturday. Mom's working. I can't believe he actually thought of waiting until Saturday.. He went at last.. out of me n my mom's "advice" ( I think).

He came bac at around 3.45pm. And he was just shaking out of absolutely no reason.. He signed language to me tat he's cold and asked me to off the fan. (He was chewing on the goss and so he can't talk to me..) So i did, even though i was really boiling. i even closed the door so tat the wind won't come in. I think he asked me to take a blanket for him.

After awhile of watching a brainless kid's quiz show, he got up from the couch and went into the master bedroom. He was really violently shaking even when he was walking.. Me n my bro covered him with three blankets.. Unfortunately there's no more. That's all we got. 3. It didn't work.

My dad is like sweating all over. Eewww... Somethings wrong.. He knows tat. I know tat. My bro knows tat. Soon enough he went up and spit the [gloss] in his mouth out. And his blood came out with his gloss and stained the wall. Yuck! he then asked us to call the a friend to fetch him to the doctor. Since silly Sam didn't want to call. I decided to just do it. Life and death situation! how can i hesitate?

So i called and i forgot to mention it's urgent.. It took about half an hour to reach the doctor.. And the doctor made us wait! my goodness... In the waiting room, my dad was like repeatedly standing up and sitting down. And he keep on closing his eyes and me and my bro was like freaking out and shouting "daddy, don't sleep, wake up." My dad was like completely not him. He isn't responding, he's not answering any of our questions and not even looking at us. We don't even know if he's cold or hot.

Mom finished work by tat time, so i called her and told her bout the entire situation. I asked her to just talk to dad. She did, but dad wasn't doing anything. He looked like he's deaf and no1's talking to him! Soon it was our turn to meet the doctor and dad couldn't even walk properly. The doctor is no help. He didn't do anything, didn't even say anything.

At last, mom came.. You can see in her face tat she is terrified and worried and freaked out and scared. She immediately asked the doctor to call the ambulance... My dad really wasn't himself n he pushed my mom when she tried to make him lie still in the bed. I was really scared and started to weep. Now i feel really silly.

Soon enough the a really cute guy paramedic and another lady came. Thank God they came so quick! They gave my dad the oxygen mask and injected drip(that's What they call it) on him. I can see the blood gushing out when they injected him. Eeewww... blood.. gross.. He continued to struggle and kicked and pushed and turn. Oh ya, i 4gt to mention tat his eyes were rolling up all the time. And he looked at us like we were mere strangers.

Fortunately, he woke up a few minutes after the injection. I can feel a slight relieve and calmness. But he took quite long to answer when mom ask him who is she. It was kinda funny when the paramedic said, "Hi Choon", and dad was like "Hi" "How are you?" Good..." When he was in the ambulance he was like "Wat happen?" And when I said, "nothing" He looked really mad..

So mom and i followed the ambulance to the hospital. Sam got to be the lucky 1 and went with the ambulance. When we reached the hospital, my dad told my mom he was hungry and asked her to buy something for him to eat. Tat was really funny. My parents friends were really helpful. They went to the hospital and waited with us until we can see dad. But unfortunately they didn't get to see him. Only me, Sam, mom n 1 uncle get to see him for awhile only.

Tat's my story.. wait... it's dad's.. Anyway, i 4gt to mention tat he lost 1 of his 'go to work and Church' shirt. The paramedic cut it to inject him. Tats all.. I think.. Oh ya, turns out he had a slight heart attack. As a result, he needs to take medication for life..There's lots of grammar prob.. I noe... just ignore it k..

Hello

2007-02-19T01:42:00.000-08:00

Hello... I used to have a old blog, but something is so wrong with it... I cant even delete it!! I cant post, I cant do anything but read and write something in the chat box.. So sad.. But anyway, I made this new blog so... Enjoy!!